9.13.2015

dead to the world





I’m always afraid every time I go to bed sad that I’ll wake up the same way.



i'm afraid i've lost my voice





Sometimes I feel like climbing a hill and shouting to everybody that can’t hear me that and doesn’t care that I am alive, I have hope, and I am loved and love in return.



sick day




I don’t want to be right now. Can I unexist until further notice?



3.27.2015

it's the thought that counts



There's only a one-letter difference between 'I wish you well' and 'I wish you hell'
I'm really not sure which one I'm wishing you.

old libraries and dusty hearts

My heart beats again
echoing down these empty halls
for the first time in months
it finds its way back to this place—
and you are still not here

12.07.2014

a step-by-step guide to life



Fall hard.
Get up.
Wash off.
Try again.
Fall harder.
Cry too much.
Get up.
Get hurt.
Push back.



10.14.2014

the spare room




I always found comfort in sadness
It seemed only then things were true
But after trying to fight it
I finally decided
There's room for happiness too.





art just isn't what it used to be




Hearing the songs
By attractive young males
Of the less lyrically inclined
It's remarkably discouraging
The lengths some will go
All for the sake of a rhyme.

they're at the wrong house, right?

A fire truck and ambulance on our street
Two stretchers being wheeled away
On our lawn and the neighbors', paramedics marched off
Smoke billowed out hot and grey

A grim-faced policeman talks to my dad
Who's having trouble saying a word
He puts a hand on his shoulder, and asks him again
But they're too far away to be heard

A knot of people have gathered now
Curious as to what happened today
So am I, as I run up the street
I sure hope the neighbors are ok.